Angels might not have wings but they do wear a snazzy black fleece with a blue logo on them.
The only reason I am drawing breath and am here to leave this review is because of iAspire. I have drafted and redrafted this half a hundred times with all sorts of softening, flowery language, but I feel I have a duty to be honest so I can express what these people did for me.
I was dosed and violently raped. I developed a crippling drug addiction to try and mask the pain. Incapable of handling the trauma, I let myself hurt the ones I love most. I was a shell of a man, driven by guilt, shame, and agony. It all came to a head when everything became too much and I decided to walk down to my local park to end my life. In the midst of the worst mistake of my life, some children came into my view, and I couldn't bear the thought of them seeing something like that. I ended up dragging myself to Manchester Royal Infirmary, destined for a long weekend of "grippy socks" and platitudes before I resumed what I felt I had to do. That's when two of the most important people I will ever meet came into my life: Shy and Jasmine. They looked at me and asked two simple questions: "Do you want to live? Do you want to get better?" The kindness, love, and understanding in their voices and eyes made me dare to believe I could, for the first time in a long time.
What followed next was the sort of grace, compassion, love, and kindness that would make Christ himself hold his head high while walking to the crucifixion. They housed, clothed, fed, and protected me. They listened; they were there to celebrate my wins and to commiserate my losses. They were there, any and every time I needed them. A thousand poets could spend a thousand lifetimes and never even begin to scratch the surface of the profound gratitude I have for every single one of them. There is one thing they did for me above all: they empowered me. They empowered me to become someone again. To be someone I was proud of. Someone who could bear to look at himself in the mirror. Someone who could love those around him and hold his head high. Someone who felt worthy of good things happening and capable of doing good for the people around me.
The staff, to a person, were incredible. Patient, understanding rocks of stability that I was able to use as a foundation to build a new life and heal. I would not be the happy, healthy person capable of helping those around me and building the life I have if it weren't for them. I now go back out into the world with a lifelong mission to pay forward the kindness and love that they were good enough to give me. I doubt I'll ever manage to pay forward a fraction of a fraction of what they have done for me, and I'm all the happier for having such an impossibly high bar to spend the rest of my days trying to match.
I sincerely hope whoever is at home reading this review never has to utilize their services. I hope doubly so that those who do need it get to experience the same transformative experience I did.
I've had to take several breaks writing this. Even now, I have tears in my eyes thinking about it. I'm writing this review sat in the living room of a lovely house in a lovely area on a lovely day, surrounded by lovely people. Soon, I will go to a job I enjoy that brings me fulfillment and material comfort. Not one of those things would've been possible without iAspire and the work they do.
To Shy, Jasmine, Sully, Abdul, Conner, Ahmed, that silver fox IT guy, and more: thank you. Truly, deeply, thank you. Manchester and the world at large are better, kinder places because of the work you all do. I'm sorry it took me so long to sing your praises. Every attempt felt like it fell short, like trying to capture a sunset's beauty with an unsharpened pencil.
July 14, 2025
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